Monday, July 26, 2004


Written 15/07/04.

you left me -
left us.
it was unexpected
yet i was not surprised
or maybe just numb.
i was mad,
i was puzzled.
how could you leave,
when you claimed to love us?
i wonder how he felt
i wonder how she felt -
your closest friends here.
now it feels
you've never been here
yet you stay on
in us who knew you.
and really.
that's all
that's left.

I See

Written 23/07/04.

I see it now.
I was blinded
Blinded by my emotions
I am angry
Angry at myself
For being careless
Careless enough
To follow the seductive tune of the Pied Piper
I see you now.
See you for who you are
But I cannot hate you
It would be wrong
So I thank God for opening my eyes, and
I pray He opens my heart too.